Walking Wounded
May 13, 2010 9:50:27 GMT -8
Post by Willow on May 13, 2010 9:50:27 GMT -8
The air was warmer than when she’d left for the snow and ice of the mountains; the first hints of real spring starting to drift in with the melting of the snow and the milder nights. The breeze still cut the skin; making it feel colder than it was, but there was little breeze today. The sky was clear enough to let thick swathes of midday sunlight hit the trees and grass of the rural areas immediately outside Tannoch, lighting the still winter-bare brown branches with an ethereal glow.
Under a protective oak, the grass was threaded with long strands of hair, turned vibrant red in the sunlight from their usual near-black. The pale girl the night-copper fall of hair belonged to lay on the grass, head fallen to the side as it rested on a bulky travelling pack, eyes closed against the dappled sunlight breaching the shadow of the evergreen’s leaves.
Despite her peaceful countenance, she wasn’t sleeping. She was indulging herself, just this once, in a moment of complete relaxation, of letting go of everything. Even her usually sharp senses she’d dropped; letting her guard down completely. If she sensed anything awry, it would merely be luck and unfocussed attention that she’d caught the sign at all.
But, peace never lasts. With a small furrowing of her brow and a disappointed sigh, jungle green eyes opened, pupils contracting sharply in the bright sunlight that turned her iris a stark green-yellow, the colour of sunlight through a leaf, when it hit her eye from the side.
Slowly, she sat up, rubbing her eyes with her one good arm. The other was held against her chest in a sling to support a half-healed shoulder injury. The bite of a leopard. A dead leopard.
Shaking the memory away, Willow stretched as far as she could without pulling her shoulder, then stood in one fluid movement, scooping her bag up and settling it on her good shoulder. The next of her random destinations was Tannoch. She’d visited the capital before in the past nineteen months, but it was towards the start of her search, and hadn’t turned up many leads.
Mind turning, as it often did, to her target; Willow frowned slightly as she set off towards the city.
‘Difficult, untraceable swine,’ She grumbled silently. After her rather eventful, if it could be called that, reunion with her adopted family in the mountains, of all places, Willow was finding herself tiring of her hunt. It had almost been two years. It felt like she hadn’t lived her own life for longer than that. Four years. Almost five, now. She’d dedicated such a large part of her relatively short life – an even larger part since Willow only remembered eleven of the eighteen years of it – to either recovery or searching.
That could not be healthy.
Reluctantly, Willow recalled what Veraz had told her, once their party had gotten out of the mountains and Willow had decided, perhaps stupidly, to press on with her travels straight away rather than return home, for a few weeks at least.
“Don’t you think that this has gone on for too long? You can’t look forever, Willow. He could even be dead by now.”
“Just one more place. One more. Then I’ll come back for a while. Heck, I might even stay for good, if I can poison Vice fast enough...”
“You know I can’t approve of that.”
“But you do. Don’t worry; I won’t be long in Tannoch, just the usual check. Promise.”
“You know your word isn’t worth all that much...”
“Yes it is!”
“What happened to ‘I’ll be gone a year at most’?”
“Oh, that was to Vice. He doesn’t count. I told you lot I’d be gone for who-knows how long, didn’t I?”
“I guess I have to give you that. Just be careful, okay? And come home soon. Believe it or not, we miss you. God knows why, but we do.”
“Yeah, yeah, love you too. Somehow. I’ll be back in the village before you know it.”
“You don’t say ‘home’ anymore, do you?”
Willow glanced away guiltily, the way she had then, even though there was no one here to glance away from to avoid sad, mournful eyes. She hadn’t had an answer she could give painlessly to Veraz then, but now there was no one to hurt she could acknowledge it.
That place wasn’t home anymore.
The people were home; the families she knew and cherished, but not the place. Not the village. Not between the jaws of the vice gripping the village so tightly it had begun to splinter the edges.
When she came back from Tannoch, she wouldn’t stay in the village long. Just long enough to see her family and friends and throw something potentially deadly at their deranged, tyrannous leader that had somehow enthralled the council, making his position as Head of the village concrete until he died. Then she would run and only come back every few months to see people, and that would grow to every few years, until one day she wouldn’t go back at all.
The thought of that temporarily extended Vice’s grip, just enough to seize her heart through her chest and crush it for a single, stifled heartbeat, then the pressure was gone and her heart kept beating but the throat-constricting ache still remained.
Jerking her head once, angrily, Willow lifted it and took in her first view of Tannoch in a while. The last time she’d seen it she’d been passing it on the way to Ashata from Bethany. Then she’d hit the Castan Mountain range and stepped blindly right into the terrifying mythology of the land. She’d had no nightmares of that trip, but many times since then she’d woken up with a lingering feeling of deep-seated unease and a feeling akin to claustrophobia clutching at her throat, as if she’d just escaped from a pit deep in the isolated earth, enshrouded in burying snow and the unforgiving ice.
The sight hadn’t changed, except for the angle she was seeing it from. She was closer, too – only a few minutes run away. Running would probably jar her arm though, and it wasn’t as if she were in a rush. All she would do was check into an inn that had a semi decent lock on the door and could be easily defended from the thieves and other unsavoury sorts in Tannoch’s poorer areas that had a nasty habit of sneaking into your room when you were trying to sleep and weren’t in the mood for showing irritating robbers the door. Or window, whichever was closer or more deserved. Then she’d start searching and questioning; the only method she had for tracking someone who had been ‘missing’ for years. The bars were a good place to check; plenty of people, an information hub, and lots of alcohol to bribe and keep tongues loose.
The market district was packed; the time just after midday was usually busy. Willow walked near a wall; keeping her injured arm close to the reassuring stone, out of the way of peoples pushes and shoves. However, it wasn’t immune to further damage, proven when someone fell into the long limbed teen, making her stagger into the wall, healing shoulder barging into the unforgiving rock with a wrench that stretched from her shoulder to her stomach.
Snarling, Willow grabbed the person who’d knocked into her, spinning them to face her and quite ready to make them apologise on their knees. That hurt, dammit!
Under a protective oak, the grass was threaded with long strands of hair, turned vibrant red in the sunlight from their usual near-black. The pale girl the night-copper fall of hair belonged to lay on the grass, head fallen to the side as it rested on a bulky travelling pack, eyes closed against the dappled sunlight breaching the shadow of the evergreen’s leaves.
Despite her peaceful countenance, she wasn’t sleeping. She was indulging herself, just this once, in a moment of complete relaxation, of letting go of everything. Even her usually sharp senses she’d dropped; letting her guard down completely. If she sensed anything awry, it would merely be luck and unfocussed attention that she’d caught the sign at all.
But, peace never lasts. With a small furrowing of her brow and a disappointed sigh, jungle green eyes opened, pupils contracting sharply in the bright sunlight that turned her iris a stark green-yellow, the colour of sunlight through a leaf, when it hit her eye from the side.
Slowly, she sat up, rubbing her eyes with her one good arm. The other was held against her chest in a sling to support a half-healed shoulder injury. The bite of a leopard. A dead leopard.
Shaking the memory away, Willow stretched as far as she could without pulling her shoulder, then stood in one fluid movement, scooping her bag up and settling it on her good shoulder. The next of her random destinations was Tannoch. She’d visited the capital before in the past nineteen months, but it was towards the start of her search, and hadn’t turned up many leads.
Mind turning, as it often did, to her target; Willow frowned slightly as she set off towards the city.
‘Difficult, untraceable swine,’ She grumbled silently. After her rather eventful, if it could be called that, reunion with her adopted family in the mountains, of all places, Willow was finding herself tiring of her hunt. It had almost been two years. It felt like she hadn’t lived her own life for longer than that. Four years. Almost five, now. She’d dedicated such a large part of her relatively short life – an even larger part since Willow only remembered eleven of the eighteen years of it – to either recovery or searching.
That could not be healthy.
Reluctantly, Willow recalled what Veraz had told her, once their party had gotten out of the mountains and Willow had decided, perhaps stupidly, to press on with her travels straight away rather than return home, for a few weeks at least.
“Don’t you think that this has gone on for too long? You can’t look forever, Willow. He could even be dead by now.”
“Just one more place. One more. Then I’ll come back for a while. Heck, I might even stay for good, if I can poison Vice fast enough...”
“You know I can’t approve of that.”
“But you do. Don’t worry; I won’t be long in Tannoch, just the usual check. Promise.”
“You know your word isn’t worth all that much...”
“Yes it is!”
“What happened to ‘I’ll be gone a year at most’?”
“Oh, that was to Vice. He doesn’t count. I told you lot I’d be gone for who-knows how long, didn’t I?”
“I guess I have to give you that. Just be careful, okay? And come home soon. Believe it or not, we miss you. God knows why, but we do.”
“Yeah, yeah, love you too. Somehow. I’ll be back in the village before you know it.”
“You don’t say ‘home’ anymore, do you?”
Willow glanced away guiltily, the way she had then, even though there was no one here to glance away from to avoid sad, mournful eyes. She hadn’t had an answer she could give painlessly to Veraz then, but now there was no one to hurt she could acknowledge it.
That place wasn’t home anymore.
The people were home; the families she knew and cherished, but not the place. Not the village. Not between the jaws of the vice gripping the village so tightly it had begun to splinter the edges.
When she came back from Tannoch, she wouldn’t stay in the village long. Just long enough to see her family and friends and throw something potentially deadly at their deranged, tyrannous leader that had somehow enthralled the council, making his position as Head of the village concrete until he died. Then she would run and only come back every few months to see people, and that would grow to every few years, until one day she wouldn’t go back at all.
The thought of that temporarily extended Vice’s grip, just enough to seize her heart through her chest and crush it for a single, stifled heartbeat, then the pressure was gone and her heart kept beating but the throat-constricting ache still remained.
Jerking her head once, angrily, Willow lifted it and took in her first view of Tannoch in a while. The last time she’d seen it she’d been passing it on the way to Ashata from Bethany. Then she’d hit the Castan Mountain range and stepped blindly right into the terrifying mythology of the land. She’d had no nightmares of that trip, but many times since then she’d woken up with a lingering feeling of deep-seated unease and a feeling akin to claustrophobia clutching at her throat, as if she’d just escaped from a pit deep in the isolated earth, enshrouded in burying snow and the unforgiving ice.
The sight hadn’t changed, except for the angle she was seeing it from. She was closer, too – only a few minutes run away. Running would probably jar her arm though, and it wasn’t as if she were in a rush. All she would do was check into an inn that had a semi decent lock on the door and could be easily defended from the thieves and other unsavoury sorts in Tannoch’s poorer areas that had a nasty habit of sneaking into your room when you were trying to sleep and weren’t in the mood for showing irritating robbers the door. Or window, whichever was closer or more deserved. Then she’d start searching and questioning; the only method she had for tracking someone who had been ‘missing’ for years. The bars were a good place to check; plenty of people, an information hub, and lots of alcohol to bribe and keep tongues loose.
The market district was packed; the time just after midday was usually busy. Willow walked near a wall; keeping her injured arm close to the reassuring stone, out of the way of peoples pushes and shoves. However, it wasn’t immune to further damage, proven when someone fell into the long limbed teen, making her stagger into the wall, healing shoulder barging into the unforgiving rock with a wrench that stretched from her shoulder to her stomach.
Snarling, Willow grabbed the person who’d knocked into her, spinning them to face her and quite ready to make them apologise on their knees. That hurt, dammit!